Hi my name is David, and I’m an addict.
I feel as though I have to have it to function.
I use multiple times an hour. If I don’t, things just don’t seem normal. I don’t know what’s going on.
When I first started, I never thought I would be someone who would let it get this bad.
I thought I could use as much as I wanted, and just stop.
I really only started because it made some things earlier. But eventually I found excuses to bring it into other areas of my life.
It has upset family members and friends.
Especially when I use in situations when I really shouldn’t.
Sometimes I get better about it. I can hide it if I want also. But it always shows itself. It gets pretty obvious.
Part of me wishes I could stop. The other part of me just wants to keep going and going. Just to see how much damage it can do.
I mean. The reasons it can be bad as some other things I could be doing. So that’s good, right?
Tho those who have been disturbed, annoyed, or even hurt by my addiction. I’m sorry. I really am making an effort to wean myself down. I’ll probably never be completely off though.
Thanks for listening.
My name is David, and I’m addicted to my phone.
